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Welcome to My Catacombs, Loveys
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Current Residence: Antartica


Stupid people amuse me so. They think they know certain things and you put them in their place and suddenly, you're the jerk.

lol Just kidding...for the most part. I make no excuses for my high and mighty horse. I'm called on it and I simply giggle..I got you now, you know.
I've never kept my mental illness and I've taken a lot of shit for it. I've had people I go untreated, I have dementia, all kinds of hateful and disgusting things.  

Sometimes it's strangers but most times it's family. No matter how much I say help me and tell how to help me. They make no effort to understand me. Then I finally break down, I end up hurting people, trying to hurt myself, end up strapped down and crying. I come home I have to mend fences. But guess what? I wasn't the only one who did hurting. I was screamed at, called names, I balled on the couch for hours. Nobody apologizes to me.  

But no, it's all my fault. Nobody cares, it fucking sucks. I'm just an asshole looking for someone to give a shit. I'm alone in this shit storm.  
Oh,it's so cliche
to bow down and say
there's never been
a darker day

But God, it's true
even the sky isn't blue
the manic masses
of black, light does not
shine through

I wish you could see me
when I am my most
pathetic like you whisper
in the night
you tell me I am
not right
in the head

Poor pitiful me
crying needlessly
a victim of
propriety always
bowing down at your

This is all fake
how much will
it take until
you finally
see me

As if I was
see through
you will never
see me

You will not feel me
You cannot be me
I cannot be myself
A Crappy Poem
I was 51/50 Sunday it was so crazy...I can't explain it.
If people really knew me they'd run. Two days ago I 51/50'd. I was in the hospital with people even crazier than me. It's been a rough ten days. Plus we just cut my almost butt length hair to my upper middle back. I hurt so much right now.
I'm moving back home...but Tyler is staying here for college. :(


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Drawpal-Art Featured By Owner Jun 2, 2016  New Deviant  Traditional Artist

Thank you for the kind donation!
I really appreciate it and I'm very grateful!
T H A N K -  Y O U - S O - M U C H - ! - !

Have a great lovley day!
You are the - B E S T - !
Bostongirl7519 Featured By Owner May 14, 2016
MeanbreedDave Featured By Owner Apr 19, 2016
Hey bud, hows it going? It's been so loooong :D
TheFlawedOne Featured By Owner Apr 16, 2016  Hobbyist Writer
Am I a nemesis or a friend? I know this is really old. I had lots of messages to go through.
lykosonette Featured By Owner Apr 1, 2016  Hobbyist Writer
FLAW :hear: it been so long x.x. How have u been? 

So sorry x.x. Chen and I have been so freaking busy. Even now chen is on a choir tour in dc. how have u been c;
- lykos
TheFlawedOne Featured By Owner Apr 1, 2016  Hobbyist Writer
I'm doing good! How are you? That's amazing she's in DC. Good for her. What's been going on with you.
lykosonette Featured By Owner Apr 5, 2016  Hobbyist Writer
Ive been fine c;. Our spring break just ended and chen and i are now back in school.

During spring break tho, not much. Just stayed at home for the majority, hung out with friends for a day, and another day went to the movies for : batman vs superman.

Was pretty bad (2/10) (4/10 if nice). (6/10 if being rlly nice bc they spent a lot of money, but that be the only reason).

cutecrochetNL Featured By Owner Mar 24, 2016  Professional Artisan Crafter
Thank you for the :+fav: and the :+devwatch: :tighthug:
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TheFlawedOne Featured By Owner Mar 24, 2016  Hobbyist Writer
You're welcome! I used to crochet and I love looking at art-work. 
cutecrochetNL Featured By Owner Mar 25, 2016  Professional Artisan Crafter
Would love to see what you have made! Crochet is a drug to me, it makes me happy and excited, but also calm when my brain is full of stuff I stress about. :D
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