Wow. You wouldn't believe some of the stuff I can't get into. I wish I could spill my guts but I can't say anything because it's not my story to tell. It WON'T get better, and that's not me being all emo and shit. It's the truth. Sometimes things don't get better no matter what you try. Some things stay the same no matter how hard you wish it would be different.

There's so much to celebrate this month. But, I can't get excited about it because it feels as though someone has died, and in a sense a life is over. Compeletly ruined. Just in the span of moments you can destroy your life.

Anyway, Ty's 11th birthday is Sunday. It's hard to believe that boy is growing so fast. A very few of you have watched him grow via the internet. Next year is Jr. High, which he decided he wanted to go to. So I am allowing it on a TRIAL basis, if shit happens I'm yanking him out. I don't want him to miss out so I totally caved and gave up my hopes and dreams of homeschooling. But I still might get my shot. Who knows.

Also, he graduates on the 15th. I think I've gone into that mess. But he's having a "get together" at the classroom and six awards will be handed out. I'm sure he'll get one. I hope so anyway. We'll see. I'd be surprised otherwise.

I've been exercising like a crazy, obsessed person. I'm not even joking. I'm walking about 12-15 miles a day. I am up at 5:30 to start and do the last four between 6:30 and 7:30. I have lost about four pounds so far. My feet are killing me.

Well, today I don't think I'll get much done properly. But I've already done seven miles so that's good. I got this new "game" for my ds that comes with this super cool pedometer and you get to compete with a group of people from around the world. I'm in first place for the most logged steps of the week so far. The group has just under 900 people. So that's pretty damn cool, I guess.

Ok that's it. See ya next month. Maybe sooner.