Black Sea

fucking
black
under the sea
don't fucking search for me
i am the girl that never was
i am the girl who ate the laws

you
cannot
see
me
i do not look you in the eye
we were just a lie
the flies hover my dead carcass

i am drowning
under the sea of serpents
do not cry for me
you do not know me

we've spent twelve years together
and yet
you don't know my
hopes
fears
loves
lusts

you pick me like a scab
examine me
and toss me aside
back into the
empty
black
crippling
sea