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the very bad no good day until..

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Published: Oct 4, 2015

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i

...i lean against a wall
cigarette in hand
little puff escape
my swollen lungs
and through to
cherry chapstick lips

ii
i see them every
single day the
it girls
the i'm so perfect
girls the don't
dare look in
my eyes girls

iii
they start walking
towards me
whore perfume
assaults me
a block away
cell phones
chatting gleefully
stick out my foot
oops dear don't trip
or do i don't care

iv
lazily i walk home
take my time
who want to go
inside see drunk
losers laying
on the couch
popping veins
get ready
for the monsters

v
fuck this i am
out of here
i'll go see lucas
hes my drug
he fills me
i get my fill
yes that
will do
hello love
are you here
a scream
the it girl

vi
i scream
how could you
with her
i walk away
or run
tears blur
my stunned eyes
i think about
mary yes she
will do

vii
mary opens
the door lets
me in with a grin
whats up girl
i spill my story
and my guts
she holds me
i cry and
wonder why

viii
she grabs her
keys always wanted
to get the
hell out anyway
she grabs some
money from her
closet and her
keys we jumped
in her car and
she seals it with
a kiss what
the hell is this?