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Wow. You wouldn't believe some of the stuff I can't get into. I wish I could spill my guts but I can't say anything because it's not my story to tell. It WON'T get better, and that's not me being all emo and shit. It's the truth. Sometimes things don't get better no matter what you try. Some things stay the same no matter how hard you wish it would be different.
There's so much to celebrate this month. But, I can't get excited about it because it feels as though someone has died, and in a sense a life is over. Compeletly ruined. Just in the span of moments you can destroy your life.
Anyway, Ty's 11th birthday is Sunday. It's hard to believe that boy is growing so fast. A very few of you have watched him grow via the internet. Next year is Jr. High, which he decided he wanted to go to. So I am allowing it on a TRIAL basis, if shit happens I'm yanking him out. I don't want him to miss out so I totally caved and gave up my hopes and dreams of homeschooling. But I still might get my shot. Who knows.
Also, he graduates on the 15th. I think I've gone into that mess. But he's having a "get together" at the classroom and six awards will be handed out. I'm sure he'll get one. I hope so anyway. We'll see. I'd be surprised otherwise.
I've been exercising like a crazy, obsessed person. I'm not even joking. I'm walking about 12-15 miles a day. I am up at 5:30 to start and do the last four between 6:30 and 7:30. I have lost about four pounds so far. My feet are killing me.
Well, today I don't think I'll get much done properly. But I've already done seven miles so that's good. I got this new "game" for my ds that comes with this super cool pedometer and you get to compete with a group of people from around the world. I'm in first place for the most logged steps of the week so far. The group has just under 900 people. So that's pretty damn cool, I guess.
Ok that's it. See ya next month. Maybe sooner.
There's so much to celebrate this month. But, I can't get excited about it because it feels as though someone has died, and in a sense a life is over. Compeletly ruined. Just in the span of moments you can destroy your life.
Anyway, Ty's 11th birthday is Sunday. It's hard to believe that boy is growing so fast. A very few of you have watched him grow via the internet. Next year is Jr. High, which he decided he wanted to go to. So I am allowing it on a TRIAL basis, if shit happens I'm yanking him out. I don't want him to miss out so I totally caved and gave up my hopes and dreams of homeschooling. But I still might get my shot. Who knows.
Also, he graduates on the 15th. I think I've gone into that mess. But he's having a "get together" at the classroom and six awards will be handed out. I'm sure he'll get one. I hope so anyway. We'll see. I'd be surprised otherwise.
I've been exercising like a crazy, obsessed person. I'm not even joking. I'm walking about 12-15 miles a day. I am up at 5:30 to start and do the last four between 6:30 and 7:30. I have lost about four pounds so far. My feet are killing me.
Well, today I don't think I'll get much done properly. But I've already done seven miles so that's good. I got this new "game" for my ds that comes with this super cool pedometer and you get to compete with a group of people from around the world. I'm in first place for the most logged steps of the week so far. The group has just under 900 people. So that's pretty damn cool, I guess.
Ok that's it. See ya next month. Maybe sooner.
I mean, what can you even say?
Wlegedly but everything .s open, so who knows? Every time I sneeze or have a scratchy throat I get scared...is that it this time? Which is pretty silly (I hope) because I have terrible allergies both respiratory and in my eyes. There had been days where I couldn't drive even. This leads us to why is my throat so sore. I live in California and last week my town was on fire. I live in a town of about 1100 people so imagine how scary that was. It was the LNU fire. I am pretty sure it's still burning but not badly. The smoke is so thick you can't even see. I was evacuated. While I was evacuated I fell behind in school. Speaking of school, I am caught up. I do not feel like I was given a fair amount of time to catch up. So I am failing a class. I'm taking five full-credit classes this semester. It's rough. In addition to the fire, they are saying we are going to have a PSPS soon. A PSPS is where the power goes out for DAYS. How am I going to keep up! I don't know what is going to happen.
Glaucoma and other funny things
{b}Well, I told you all that I had been at the hospital last week. I found out yesterday that I have Glaucoma. I'm not sure where that leaves me, or what happens now, but I'll cross that bridge when it comes. I haven't really been able to drive much because the sun really hurts my eyes. I have to be in by noon or so. I'm really getting freaking tired of SIP. They have been opening our county. The rate of infection jumped dramatically. But people are starting to get a little crazy so I don't think they will close it back down. People were calling the police on their neighbors for being outside too long. Now businesses are required to not allow people in the their businesses if they aren't wearing masks. Except now the health dept says we don't have to wear one if it not beneficial to their health. And nobody can ask for proof. So now most people just aren't wearing them. I wear them.{b}
abbyayyallaeei
That is the title because I think it sounds like some mysterious wild red-lipped flower from Hawaii. Shit has been going down, again. I had to go to the hospital on Wednesday because I've been having extreme pain in my eye to where I can't even drive. I don't even keep the lights on since nobody else is here why? lol So I get to the hospital and they take me in surprisingly quick. They look me over and put all kinds of drops into them and washes and stuff. It was horrible. Finally, they send me home with instructions to go to the doctor's at 3:40 that day. So I get there at about 3:25 and wait until 5:30!!!! I was furious. Anyway, the doctor is pretty sure it's glaucoma. I go back Wednesday for more tests. He said I "could" go blind, but I also "could" win the lottery so who knows what that means??? We'll see Wednesday. I finished the semester on the President's List meaning I have a perfect 4.0 and took 12 or more credits. I took 14. I'm pretty glad about that. I start summer
What an update I have for y'all!
Ok, first off, I sincerely hope you are all well and healthy. Some of you have been my dA friend for years and it's been weighing heavy on my mind that I have not checked in for so long. So, this is me checking in. Please, if you have a minute just let me know that you're ok. Thanks.
So, I finally moved into my own home and it's freaking glorious. It's a big three-bedroom home within walking distance to town which is about 1200 people. I love it. There's a gas station that couldn't hold more than ten people, a tiny grocery, an excellent deli, and what looks like a biker bar. I can walk to all that.
I've worked really hard in school and am a
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& many congrats to Ty for birthday AND graduation...and to you for keepin' on. 